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gag meeeee. Another visit to pay to the doctor's tomorrow for further testing. Sigh. Running In Heels is addictive by the way just thought I'd let you know. On another note feeling tired constantly is doing nothing for my productivity gene. It's frustrating wanting to do a couple of things but having your body think otherwise and have a completely different agenda; i.e. sleeping, lying down and oh ya - sleeping. I cannot believe it's November already! Christmas is coming soon :) AND I am anxious to catch New Moon! The inside scoops and interviews on E! isn't helping as well.

Indeed I have been busy, busy with the midnight clinic visits and trips to the hospital. Eventful is an understatement at this present moment. Too tired to blog.

p/s: night out with the boys was fun :) great company!

Hello Love,

I'll keep it short and sweet this time around. Its a year and four months today and I still don't know what I did right to deserve you. Thank you for seeing me through my dark days and for making my good days great by just being with me. I will always love you.

Here's to the boy whose arms I feel the safest in <3

hello all. Do check out Project Trippy and see our latest update! On another note - I've been seeing a lot of photoshop lately - my poor eyes. Its amazing how hours can pass by and I'll still be clicking away. Dangerous is what it is. Jude was ever so kind as to lend me his lappy since mine is ancient :) Cho Cweet! hehe. His P1 is way faster than my Izzi too! Bonus! I finally get to watch my One Tree Hill :) Whats sad about that is that I keep waiting for Lucas or Peyton to show up (unintentionally of course) - its like an overload of the rest and its kinda annoying. sigh. Anyways I better get back to my designing. Ta cyberworld!

p/s: Hi b.Bunny! IMY <3

pictures from Lelong-Lelong #2 :) okay, the constant bumming is taking a toll on me - what if I get too comfortable in this vegetated state of mine? I'll admit it's pretty close to total bliss but adulthood's calling and I reckon I gotta pick up soon. Oh the despair! I promise I will try to update with something of substance the next time. Scouts honor.

*wipes dust off blog* why hello there :D truth is I don't know what am I doing back here. Lelong - Lelong 2 was fun! Twas great seeing Halfie, Jadey and Michy as well! definitely a worthy experience. I'm missing so many people right now - its crazy. I've taken the term couch potato to a whole new level. explored uncharted territory and what not. I will post up pictures soon. Some are up on project trippy already - thank you Jade for the lovely pictures!

okay, it's time i fessed up. I've been doing some thinking. and I think you don't need to know what I've been thinking about. not for now at least. What do you think?

Heywo, no I've not fallen off the face of the earth, I've just acquired a new title :D it's Couch Potato Extraordinaire. I know right, it's just gonna make my resume POP! Anyhoo I'm working on stuff for Lelong - Lelong #2! Can't wait to see the Halfie there *woot*

Fractures of thought seeps through the cracks of the mind. Because no matter how hard you try to block out the unsightly, the unwanted – you cannot ignore their existence. Dream big they say, but no one prepares you for how much rejection hurts. For the million others eying that same prize and those who get it instead of you. The intensity that is life gets downplayed sometimes. It’s a big messy world out there and you’re never really armed to face it. Naivety has no place in corporate office no matter how harmless your intentions are – everyone thinks you’re after something – some personal gain. The fractures are just that; hairline cracks of inevitable truths you can’t ignore. Be it in mirrored surfaces or in the eyes of another. We’re all just puppets on strings going through the motions. Because that’s what people do, because that is life.

The night casts a shadow like no other. It’s like evil doesn’t happen in daylight. It is as if they need darkness to commit the perfect crime. The bloodthirsty aren’t just a product of fiction-it is inherent in our human nature. That hunger for money, power, success – the lengths some go through to get to that nirvana. It is in the still of the night that we wonder how they live with themselves. The oppressors, the liars, the thieving fiends, the two faced players. Do they feel anything? And if they do – does God forgive them? Knowing that when daylight comes the cycle continues, their crimes doubled. There is an unspoken magic that comes with darkness. Like the ability to be stealth, feeling invincible. Everyone pays their dues when the hour is upon us. Perhaps it is only in that Godly hour that our actions come to light. That the ripples of our decisions will finally be unveiled.

Would you want a do-over?

We shall wait and see.

Because that’s what we do.

We wait.

Marcia09

Art: The Vampire's Death by Sui-yumeshima
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Here's to the boy:

• who told me he loved me mere days after we started texting and he really did.
  
• who got so excited when he got me my first gift - he told me what it was right before handing it to me, which was adorable!
  
• who till today, is so adamant about his inability to dance when in fact it was one the first things I noticed about him *you can dance la baby!
• who proudly got me lollipops (my addiction at that point) the first time he took me out - and got so upset when I burst his bubble and told him he got the wrong flavor
  
• who till this very day - spoils me rotten for any given occasion
  
• who has the best smile I've seen on a guy (yes I'm biased) and one that I'd willingly stare at for days, whose laugh is something I love hearing because I'm glad my silliness make him happy
  
• who comes all the way to see me whenever I'm sick -even if it's just Aunty Rose acting up
• who remembers everything I say-even the inane things, and listens to me rant without complaining
  
• whose patience is something that I value ohsovery dearly -seeing how much of a pain i can be :D
• who can somehow make me laugh when I'm crying - I still don't know how he does it
• whose hugs (and kisses) are the only thing capable of cheering me up on the worst days
  
• who gives me massages without me asking for it teehee
  
• who writes the sweetest things and puts my meager abilities to shame at times
• who reads me better than anyone else ever will - who knows when I'm sad without me having to say a word and does everything he can think of to cheer me up
  
• who is my confidant, my bestest ever friend, my greatest ally, my partner in crime, my family, the one I want to be with till the end of time
  

here's to the boy who is the love of my life :)